The Tears I CRY!!!

Emotions are constantly whirling around deep down inside, throwing me off track.

I continue to smile to mask my deepest pain that has consumed, my true being.

No matter how hard I try to conceal the truth, reality eventually is what you are seeing.

It’s a daily struggle to adapt to my new yet lonely lifestyle, to which I am a total stranger.

With each passing minute and hour that impasses my path, it elicits the deepest and seething anger.

Each day when I awake from this daunting awareness, I pray to the almighty God, is it only a nightmare?

An answer to this frightening question comes in absence of the very person, who evidently doesn’t care.

There isn’t anything more painful than the hurt in which emanates from, your endearing Mother.

Sadly, when push came to shove I looked toward her for moral support, but alas, she treated me like any other.

At times, one may overcome some trials and tribulations, essentially finding a silver-lining.

Then there are those closest to our hearts that cause the most gut wrenching agony, which is extremely

damaging.

As time goes by or as it seems, stands still, it should get easier, or so they foolishly say.

Alas, time does not “heal all wounds,” it is just a foolish and idle cliché.