I don’t understand how it went from Richmond Terrace to Hylan Boulevard, but it’s surely a complete disparity.
I wish I knew what it was about me that entices people to taunt me and if I never zero in on what it is, moving away from here, won’t make a difference. I have to zero in on what that issue is and clearly, resolve it.
I definitely need to zone in on what about me caring for or, liking someone, causes them to taunt me. I have to figure out why my heart goes in the wrong direction but my head, tells me otherwise. They say listen to your heart but with all due respect, my heart is NOT always right and quite frankly, it usually causes me too much pain.
In the grand scheme of things, nothing matters when your heart is elsewhere. I don’t want to see anyone, even Michael, because my heart is so broken and torn-up, nothing else matters. The only one that matters is my baby boy and even he’s a CONSTANT reminder, of NOT only my love for the...