Taunting, yet...

09/19/2018 05:40

I felt a calmness on the very first day, I met the individual.  Something that is quite rare or to be more exact, impossible up to that point.  But something with that individual had a positive effect, on me.

On the second occasion I met the individual I felt something develop, and I tried to ignore it because it was NEW and SCARY, to say the least.

But then, in May, I saw the individual and there was NO mistake about it, and the suggestion if you will, that I observed through my rear-view mirror, drew such a desire for the individual and it has been so INTENSE, since then.

Alas, now it seems like I received mixed signals with seeing the individual around and a couple of other incidents with, suggestion, if you will.  I feel so TAUNTED, yet I DESIRE the individual and it’s driving me BOTZ!!!!

I don't understand why those who I like or, care for, like to taunt me but, it's NOT a nice feeling.

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