Although, I’ll be going with Michael to get his stress test, my mind will be elsewhere, on the individual. I have NO idea how to become unconsumed with desire etc., for the individual or stopping thinking about them either, and I’m sure despite-the fact that Michael doesn’t quite know exactly who it is, he’s picking up on that I’m sweet, on someone.
I guess tonight I should take a break on the telephone and otherwise, in-order to gather my thoughts.
In the grand scheme of things, nothing matters when your heart is elsewhere. I don’t want to see anyone, even Michael, because my heart is so broken and torn-up, nothing else matters. The only one that matters is my baby boy and even he’s a CONSTANT reminder, of NOT only my love for the...