Please, NO repeats.

You can’t help who you fall for or how they may react, to it.

Although I have made the most catastrophic mistake with my prior relationship, I still long to be loved and to give love, in return.

I am, however, still fearful of making another mistake and more importantly, doing it for all the wrong reasons.  I know I want to forget someone, who has been nothing more than a PLEASANT diversion, to my prior angst but, they too have added angst in their own-right.

Lord only knows what’s right but all I know is, what feels right in my heart.  Alas, that’s not what’s before me, and that hurts.  I only prey I rid myself of what feels right in my heart, because it is NOT conducive to trying get over my prior HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!