Just like a, true friend!!!

I’m about to cast it ALL with the exception, of my Divorce situation, to the wind.  I am so fed up with mean hurtful people and although I know they are everywhere, I have taken my FILL here!!!  It’s almost NOT worth my peace of mind and ALL, of this HEARTACHE, to tolerate anymore.

Of course, I made the mistake of telling the Michael, the piece of SH*T about the individual’s departure which obviously led to me telling him that they too, were responsible for among other things, the calming effect on me.  Well, that led to him saying he felt including but not limited to, betrayed.  I’m NOT exactly sure why he feels I owed him more than he gave me, with Dawn.  I took it in stride, didn’t hold it against him and just accepted him, as a friend.  But, once he insulted the individual’s personality which is phenomenal, and insulted me, that was IT!!!  I couldn’t and wouldn’t do it anymore and decided, not to be friends.  I expected he might run his mouth at 7-Eleven, because that’s where he usually does his yacking but, not this time.  This time he chose a different audience because he knows people at 7-Eleven tell me and of course, that was the case with this audience, as well.  He thinks he can bad mouth me and no one, will tell me.

Nevertheless, I had to tell him to shut up because when I was told, I just didn’t want him to think he can just keep talking.  Well, of course, he lied, he spun, he spewed, and he hit with a couple of two daggers.  If he had a half of brain and gave it a little thought, he would have had three daggers!!!  He said I was rejected by Jack and the Doctor, and he’s right!!!  But, if the idiot would have given it a little more thought, he should have included my Mother, in the mix.

Of course, he didn’t dwell too much on Jack but much more, on the individual.  It’s not a secret that both play an instrumental role in rejection etc., as does my Mother.  He just couldn’t help himself and kept reminding me about the individual and how they rejected, which hurt tremendously.  Just when you think you have the maximum hurt one can ENDURE, have NO fear there ahead, lies some MORE!!!

I already feel like a FOOL because despite what he says, I know I wasn’t delusional about what the individual projected, like on Richmond Terrace.  I am NOT totally blind or a total moron.  But, one thing is for sure, I was definitely-delusional, to think anything would EVER, come of it.  Patrick Swayze, sings it BEST and that’s more than likely why, I didn’t get a good-bye.  I hate his GUTS and will NEVER forgive HIM for even an iota of HURT he added and for the additional tears, he precipitated.  WHAT a LOSER!!!

I can’t stand people, and this is one reason, among many, why I don’t associate with any one, anymore.  People are so hurtful, so self-serving and so judgmental toward others and the minute something doesn’t go their way, they retaliate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!