In the line, of FIRE!!!

I am usually in the line of fire just like the Turkey on Seaview Avenue, which caused a grimace, Home Alone, moment.  I don’t like road-kill or, to see an animal get hurt.

My heart is always in the line of fire, getting hurt by ALL who deceive my pain-staking, deep desire, to be LOVED.  I have closed-off my heart because there is NOTHING left, since being RIPPED out.  I MUST learn how to shield myself because NINE times out of TEN, I am the BULLSEYE target, that usually gets hurt.

When I get out of this GOD-FORESAKEN place, I don’t want to take my unprotected heart and soul, only to get HURT, all over again.  I don’t know how much HEARTACHE one can endure, but I can speak for myself when I say, I am TOTALLY broken.  I thought I was broken before, ha, that’s NOTHING compared to what, I’m currently feeling.

While sitting by the beach today listening to music, I saw three to four airplanes fly in the, temperamental sky.  This is the first time since sitting there for just about a week, that I have seen even one plane.  I don’t think I NEED a pain-staking reminder of the BELLA Pearl moving away, therefore, I am happy I won’t be going back, any time soon.