I'm hurt, too often.

In relationships, people like, love, laugh and cry, you build memories.  Sometimes it works and other times, it doesn’t work.  Some love, some don’t.  Some love more than, the other etc.  And sometimes, people walk away from a relationship with pain.  There are times people hurt those they are in, a relationship with.  I certainly don't want to hurt anyone, but alas, sometimes it's unavoidable.  I am usually the one getting hurt, for some reason.  I’m NO angel and have hurt others too but, more times than not, I get hurt.

It’s always best to love and lose, rather than not having the chance to love.  But, with the BELLA Pearl, I didn’t have a chance at all, I feel like I was given mixed-signals.  The hurt-ache that comes out from a BELLA Pearl giving you signs, like namely, the day on Richmond Terrace etc.  Then fast forward to their unknown departure, is like having the carpet ripped out from under, your feet.  My emotions feel as if they were, played with.  For what?  Why?  That’s why when I saw the BELLA Pearl with a smile on their face, coupled with no communication, I wasn’t sure what they were trying to tell me.  I thought I was being laughed at, for my feelings toward them.  If there’s NO communication, it’s hard to know otherwise.  What I do know now, with NO communication, my LOVE now flows with an extraordinary amount, of PAIN!!!