I can't WIN!!!

I knew it was going to be tough driving up and down Richmond Terrace, going to and from Court today.  Perhaps, I should just change my route but I’m afraid Victory Boulevard is longer and more, crowded.  I can’t win in this freaking, World.

Now, I know why I had that dream last night into this morning, because I knew it was in my immediate forecast today, to go to the Court and that I would be driving, on Richmond Terrace.  It’s amazing, I have PLEADED with and PRAYED to God, to make something give so that the BELLA Pearl and I, get together and NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Now, I have been PLEADING with and PRAYING to God, to make the PAIN and HEARTACHE to STOP, and NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!  But, now, during the MOST PAINFUL and DIFFICULT time since meeting the BELLA Pearl, I have a dream and a dream of that sort!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  

I am usually a positive person who sees the glass-full and always finds a silver lining.  But, now, I can see why some people are negative and see the glass half-empty.  I mean, you can’t make this SH*T up even if you have the BEST, imagination!!!  I can't WIN!!!