He's such a D*CK!!!

He’s such a D*CK, if I’ve ever seen one.  I understand he claims to like me and don’t like the fact that I don’t, return the feelings.  But to make fun of me for instead having feelings toward the individual, with whom I suspect he knows who it is, is out-right mean.

It’s bad enough that the individual themselves helped both intensify, and taunt my feelings with not only their presence, but their actions.  So, I don’t think I need someone coming out of left field to make fun of me and taunt me, the individual has that mastered.

I have said this before and I’m going to say it again, I MUST lessen the time I spend with Michael because spending too much time with him, just creates problems.  If you’re a friend, you are a friend regardless if I have feelings for you, the individual or, anyone else for that matter.  I know he’s pissed that I don’t tell him the individual is and I also know that he spies on me, to see if he can catch me with the person.  I can’t get away from this God-forsaken State and those who, reside here.

I know people are people but sometimes a fresh start helps turn your life around, with different influences and associations.  Lord only knows, I hoped to God I someday, in the very near future, find in someone, what the individual makes me feel.  There’s something sexy about their stature, how they carry themselves, how they make me feel and amazingly, the calmness the individual has on me.  Who knows, only time will tell what’s out there and who I meet.