Feelings.
Feelings, from Morris Albert, says it all.
Sometimes when you are going through emotional issues you tend to gravitate toward what, you wish you had in your relationship. A level of emotional contentment that didn't exist and attributes in another, that were also, absent.
I hope I find it someday and resolve what's going on with the individual, that will never, come again. Not that they came at all, well, they did in some minor capacity. I guess taunting does equate to something, what, I have NO idea. Notwithstanding, I am into them and respond in a way that I have never, before. Oh, well.