Attraction also coincides, with timing.

It is, in my opinion, that attraction has a lot of variations and just if, when and how, it strikes the heart.  The guy in Stop & Shop is very nice and soft spoken, but regardless of those good qualities, I’m not interested.  Who knows what would have happened if I had never met and FELL for the BELLA Pearl, would I have taken the opportunity.  I don’t know.  But, I do know, as it stands right now, despite-not having an opportunity with the BELLA Pearl, it’s NOT happening because my heart beats, only for them.

That’s what I don’t get about Michael and his callous way of speaking and acting, especially since he knows me for, a long time.  On a good note at a good time, he’ll compliment my personality and traits but the minute he knows someone hit on me or, about the feelings for the BELLA Pearl, he goes on an insulting binge.  I guess that’s why he thought it was cute, trying to fix me up with the guy at 7-Eleven, knowing I am hooked on, the BELLA Pearl.

I don’t understand why he along with a lot of other people, spend so much time on being creeps.  I do think there is ENOUGH hate and violence in this World, that we DON’T need any more contributions.