A double edged sword, because...

WOW!  Talk about a DOUBLE-EDGED sword, which is what I experienced, last night into this morning, sometime.  I went to bed as miserable as one could be but, sometime in the night and into this morning, I had beautiful dream that I DIDN’T, want to end.  It was the first time I EVER had a dream of that sought, and the first time, since finding out the HEARTBREAKING news that the BELLA Pearl, moved to California.  Well, be careful what you wish for because it may NOT exactly come in the greatest form of delivery, but it is what I desire.  I said I wanted to experience LOVE with them and despite-the-fact that I was robbed again, it happened in my dream.  I don’t know where we were in the dream and quite frankly, it wouldn’t matter to me if with we were in a dungeon, I didn’t want to wake-up. 

Now, after something so exhilarating it’s back to the MISERABLE, HEARTACHE!!!