Lost Both Within and Outwardly!

In the last several months my life has taken, a drastic turn.  

It was not for the better, only the worst.

No matter how much good I did, it wasn't appreciated and in the end, I got burned.

At least I can say it was never about me or what I need, I always put others first.

I tried to reconcile the hand I was dealt, but I feel so defeated.

How do you recover or, come back from such an emotional beat down?

It's a whirlwind of confusion of who I am, leaving me emotionally frustrated.

Ironically wherever I turn, my space is sad and empty, there's no one around.

Sadly, I invested my entire being into a special person, only to be deceived.

Was it all for show, an act of pretending to love and care for, yours truly?

One couldn't believe their eyes when true colors releaved, what my heart painfully perceived.

My life is now in an emotional turmoil, my thoughts then actions becoming angry and, unruly.

The situation has propelled me into a world unknown to my prior existence, I'm in recover mode.

Piece by piece, I struggle on a daily basis to put the shards of my broken heart, back in place.

Over time the pieces of my heart will again come undone, because you caused it to erode.

Please excuse my eroneous confusion but I'm devastated from being, impassively displaced.