It is, what it is:

I know I pissed Michael off when I said that I was going to become, a cougar, he asked “what does that mean?” I explained that I am looking for a younger guy 30+ years old, he sounded upset.

I didn’t purposely say it to piss him off but, it is what it is.  I rather he knows where I stand without having to have the conversation, {although that conversation came up last night}, in-order to avoid pissing him off or, hurting him.

I mean, I spent too many years with my ex and those years were torture and not emotionally fulfilling.  It is now time for me to forge forward and be happy with someone who makes me happy, and emotionally fulfills me.

I can no longer go through life walking on egg shells, being with someone who has a bad temper or, all around doesn’t make me feel happy.  I also can’t be with someone who plays games, treats life and people, like a shell game.  It is, what it is!!!

Although, I plan on getting a companion, I have my eyes on the prize – which is, “my destination!”