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Why put OFF tomorrow, what you {I} CAN do today?
10/30/2018 21:29
I have-to start with the erasing process, why put OFF today, what you {I} CAN do today? I am NOT deceiving myself, I know I am NOT truly obliterating, if you will, ALL memories and/or, interactions of this life I led, her. Nevertheless, I have-to try to IGNORE as much as possible,...
I guess he goes out, a LION!!!
10/30/2018 02:56
I guess my MISERABLE ex goes out like a LION, for MORE than what he personally, did to me!!! He is in-part, at fault for my HEARTACHE with the BELLA Pearl because, had he NOT disposed of our marital vehicle, I would have NEVER met them, or be consumed with the UNWARRANTED...
The ONLY validating, came from Michael.
10/29/2018 20:45
The ONLY validating getting credit here came from Michael, what a scary prospect. When he said, you were rejected and hurt, just like from your Father. How does it FEEL? He’s right, I’m NOT going to lie. I was REJECTED and HURT once again, and how does it feel, he...
The Depths of my HEARTACHE!!!
10/29/2018 19:54
The depths of my HEARTACHE go DEEPER than the depths of my, AGONIZING SOUL!!! Although, I have been told not to dwell on my heartache, and I know he meant well but, when you LOVE someone it’s hard NOT to. Not too mention, the FIRST LOVE and HEARTBREAK back-to-back, is shell-shocking for...
The TEARS in my, HEART!!!
10/29/2018 11:15
Last night, as I laid awake, I reluctantly listened to the rain, fall from the sky. I couldn’t help but grimace in PAIN, as I my heart began to CRY. These SAD tears in my HEART fall ENDLESSLY, for the BELLA Pearl.
The PAIN is INTENSE with NO reprieve, in sight. The...
It' only briefly...
10/28/2018 11:08
While I type this last document for my Divorce, I PRAY I DON’T MESS it up!!! Not too much matters on the way OUT, but the END of this marriage, does matter. But, I am ALL too CONSUMED with YOU, as I am with RUNNING RIGHT OUT OF HERE, IMMEDIATELY, if NOT SOONER!!!
Even if my mind briefly...
Further and Further!!!
10/28/2018 09:53
It’s NOT bad enough that the BELLA Pearl moved over 3,000 miles away but now, it just feels like they are getting FURTHER and FURTHER away. Is that even possible? I guess it is, because they are now living in a new State, and amongst others. But, another TORMENTING thought that I...
I MUST allow it to, FUEL me!!!
10/27/2018 20:37
I MUST allow my life’s HURTS and REJECTIONS to FUEL my TIMING, for a QUICKER departure. Who am I kidding? Although, I am referring to them ALL, there is ONLY ONE that stands out, ABOVE the REST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And, that is the individual, a DEVASTATING LOSS to my HEART, my...
Knee PAIN? What knee PAIN?
10/27/2018 18:08
Knee PAIN? What knee PAIN? When DEEPLY RIDDLED with HEARTACHE, NOT even the rain, which usually gives my knee pain because of a torn meniscus, phases me. Of course, the BELLA lip pulling BELLEZZA took care of it another way too, because of the rain, this is one of those elements...
I'm doing EVERYTHING in my power, to keep...
10/27/2018 11:26
I am doing EVERYTHING in my POWER, to KEEP my feet affirmed to the MISERABLE grounds, I currently walk upon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have had ENOUGH of DELIBERATE HURT and REJECTION, and my old mentality of “get up and RUN” are starting to, consume...
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